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[ofacowboy]

it's been over a year.
i'm moving again... only this year there is no one to help us.
we have shut down....
who can we call...
i have two cats and i love them but they can't lift a television...
oh television... how you've kept me company.
replace. replace. repeat.
i work a lot but i don't mind.
it's social...
i have this list of things that need to be done and it seems that by the time i get through one, 3 more have piled on the bottom.
it seems things have always been this way... i can not wait until september.. when i can breath.
there isn't even someone on the other end of this.
i've been pushing myself to do more.. i admire those who take part in their lives.
i wish i'd have kept this past year in a journal.. i think it has been the most important of my life to date.
time seems tight...
i'm glad i don't have to do things by myself.
i've never not been tired.
at least things are changing.
there is too much going on.. and i can't sort it out
i want to make a list.... i long long list...
i think that everything will eventually catch up to me.
catch up with me.
catch up.