I'm a drug-addicted sociopath
I don't know if you're acting this way because you're just inherently a shady person, or if the drugs just fucked you over a little too much in the head. Either way, I don't care. No one commented about your pathetic downward spiral; however you think it’s your place to make a little “rant” on someone you don’t even speak to anymore. Even when we came into contact I never treated you in a disrespectful way. I guess you don’t know how to show people the same decency. I don't understand why you even bother writing these long winded journal entries anymore. Do they make you feel like you're somewhat intelligent? Perhaps someone will read it and say, "Whoa, I didn't know she was so smart and insightful!" Well, you're not. Stop trying to salvage the remains of what is your intelligence and do what you do best: snort a line and hook up with another aspiring artist. I think it's about time that you fell off your high horse.