dictation: 9/6
"once you know death, you never not know death."
overwhelming sense of severity. inexplicable pain in my abdomen, although i'm afraid to verbalize any tentative diagnoses. now that i am listening to it, it is listening to me. and it's been made fairly clear that the further i prolong my resistance, the faster i'll be removed. it wants me to succeed. and, i'd be selling myself short if i didn't.
i could be wrong, but i think it's crucial for us to realize that the tasks of this era are massively fucking important. more important and more pressing than the tasks of our predecessors, in ways that i fear too many of us haven't considered.
overwhelming sense of severity. inexplicable pain in my abdomen, although i'm afraid to verbalize any tentative diagnoses. now that i am listening to it, it is listening to me. and it's been made fairly clear that the further i prolong my resistance, the faster i'll be removed. it wants me to succeed. and, i'd be selling myself short if i didn't.
i could be wrong, but i think it's crucial for us to realize that the tasks of this era are massively fucking important. more important and more pressing than the tasks of our predecessors, in ways that i fear too many of us haven't considered.