Worn Out
I'm getting just a little bit tired of my boss.
Yep. Just a little. You can handle someone being the type of person you'd hate to be. You can handle someone's mood swings. You can handle someone blaming you for things that weren't your fault, even things that were their fault. You can handle someone doing subtle, ridiculous things to "punish" you by making your day just a little harder, in return for being so flat out that you've missed something.
I must say though...
I find it hard to handle not being listened to. I find it hard to handle having to justify decisions I have the right to make as part of my job. I find it hard to handle being second-guessed about insignificant decisions while important safety and regulative decisions seem to be ignored. I find it particularly hard to handle being told to take stress management in-service training when the only person causing me stress at work is the one that is telling me I need training.
I love the centre. I love the kids. I love the staff.
But today I found it hard.
Now thats a very tame rant. Either I'm getting better at controlling my anger, or I'm just a ticking time bomb...
Yep. Just a little. You can handle someone being the type of person you'd hate to be. You can handle someone's mood swings. You can handle someone blaming you for things that weren't your fault, even things that were their fault. You can handle someone doing subtle, ridiculous things to "punish" you by making your day just a little harder, in return for being so flat out that you've missed something.
I must say though...
I find it hard to handle not being listened to. I find it hard to handle having to justify decisions I have the right to make as part of my job. I find it hard to handle being second-guessed about insignificant decisions while important safety and regulative decisions seem to be ignored. I find it particularly hard to handle being told to take stress management in-service training when the only person causing me stress at work is the one that is telling me I need training.
I love the centre. I love the kids. I love the staff.
But today I found it hard.
Now thats a very tame rant. Either I'm getting better at controlling my anger, or I'm just a ticking time bomb...