It's all too bright
I'm sitting here realizing I don't have a car again. I'm also sitting here realizing my boyfriends are the best men in the world for coming out and rescuing me from sitting in a parking lot for 4 hours last night. For getting food in my belly along with a nice margarita. Also awesome for all the suggestions and plans that we are making.
I've got two of the best boyfriends in the world. What I don't understand is that I can share that with my work friends, my SCA friends, my gaming friends and my lj friends, but I get sick to my stomach trying to say it to my parents. I have told them about one of them, but I can't say oh, there are actually two boyfriends mom.
I'm going to be 45 next Friday you would think I could get the courage up to say. This is how I am leading my life, please accept me.
This started as my complaint about my car, it not running any longer, but it became about acceptance and love and acknowledgment.
I've got two of the best boyfriends in the world. What I don't understand is that I can share that with my work friends, my SCA friends, my gaming friends and my lj friends, but I get sick to my stomach trying to say it to my parents. I have told them about one of them, but I can't say oh, there are actually two boyfriends mom.
I'm going to be 45 next Friday you would think I could get the courage up to say. This is how I am leading my life, please accept me.
This started as my complaint about my car, it not running any longer, but it became about acceptance and love and acknowledgment.