Oct 19, 2005 08:01
So I guess you’re all wondering what I’ve been up to lately, as most of my posts since Folsom Street Fair have been silly quizzes and such. Well, LOTS and LOTS of waiting have been happening that’s for sure. Today it’s two weeks, two days until Eric arrives from Detroit and I pick his cute, furry butt up at the airport, where he can mantackle me and hopefully not get arrested by security. Then he’s coming home with me for the weekend. There will be lots of snuggling, snogging and buggery ;) He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he gets me hard, and he makes me all emotional. I can honestly say I haven’t felt this attracted to a man, this good about a man, this crazy about a man in a long time. I say this without fear of him finding out, because I know he feels the same way about me.
We honestly don’t know where we’ll end up but I believe we have some idea of where it’s going. I’ve known from the moment I saw him, lugging all that luggage, looking a bit worn from the trip, that I wanted to kiss him. From the moment, I did, in the hotel room, WOOF! (That can actually be a verb, a noun, and an adjective all at the same time.) I at first joked that if a certain person didn’t snatch him up when he got back that I was going to kidnap him back to California. I wasn’t joking by the end of the weekend.
He’s cute, adorable and so goofy at times. I realized he’s a lot like me when I let my guard down. So he’s coming to see me and I can’t help but smile each day. I find myself wishing he was here, looking at FOR RENT signs, and thinking that could be ours. I was in Barnes and Nobles the other night, talking to him on the phone, and he’s all Good Night sweetie. I’m all what was that for? He’s all ‘just in case I don’t to say good night later on’, I wasn’t seriously miffed, but slightly irritated. Two minutes after I got off the phone with him I had to laugh at myself. He had been distracted by City of Villains, and not really paying all that much attention. How could I ever be mad at him, when I myself have been guilty of that so many times. I like him all the more for it.
If you can’t tell how much I like him from the post, well, there’s no more to the telling. Well, there’s lots to tell, but I’m not going to share everything I think. That’s for another day, another time, and for us to decide.
He’s the bright spot in my life. I’ve got serious headaches still coming on. I’m seeing the PT and the Workman’s Comp doctor. They ordered X-rays of my neck 2 weeks ago. I get a bit frustrated as they don’t really ‘KNOW’ what’s causing them, just lots of well it might be this, it might be that, it could be this, it could be that. I really just want an answer. Short of the one where she said, if all else fails, they could stick a needle into my neck, near my spine and inject that area with cortisone or something. LAST OPTION!!! I don’t even like the idea of a needle going into my spinal region, let alone the one closest to my braincase. So there’s all kind of dealings with that I wont’ get into.
And, and I finished book eleven of The Wheel of Time series. OMG….that’s all I say in here, but OMG!!! Another post, will relate all my feelings on that book and the series so far.
Okay, that’s all for now, but it should be enough. I hope this finds you all well.