holy shiiittt
damn i almost forgot i had this thing.
well the summer is over :( and Josh left for the Navy Tuesday :( very sad day. i never thought i could miss someone this much and its only been wut, like 4 days? Saturday was his going away party, and later that night, me, christina (his gf), josh, and aaron (his brother) slept in a camper in his drive way. haha fuuunnn night :) here are some memories/inside jokes: Rockin the camper at 2am, "Oh My GOD", "u popped my sons cherry", motion lotion, warming lotion, RED ROCKET, "look at my hands!", aaron cant stand on one foot, christina fallin down tryin to walk across the camper, noises in my garage, haunted garage, Aladin, "ill be your vibrator tonite", joshs mom: "i can hear u guys", "anyone want some COOKIES", and sooo much more! if only people knew wut went on that night! shit u would never GUESS! haha. then the next night, me, christina, josh and sam m were on the highway (josh driving of course), and we saw these hott guys. well josh being the nice guy he is, speeds up to get next to them so we could see them better, well he was goin about 95mph, when he realized he needed to take the exit right next to us, so he takes it and tries to slow down. well my car slides across the grass, over a lil reflector pole and fuckin right into a tree. sideways. so now i have no driver side mirror, and a HIGE dent in the front end. along wit scratches and dents here n there. thank god none of us were hurt tho. it was soo scary!
Me, Josh, Christina, Aaron, Christine, Heather and her bf went to the Asylum Of Horror, and omg was it FUNNY! ive never heard anyone scream as much as christina did! well, i cant really talk cuz i screamed too. and it was my 2nd time goin. Well i dont go to AHS ne more. THANK GOD! i start night school in mansfield in january. get this...all i gotta do is take 2 classes, 2 or 3 nights a week for 5 or 6 months, and i get my DIPLOMA. a REAL diploma. no GED. a FUCKING DIPLOMA. thats so much better than goin to Asshole High School for a year.
No bf ne more. had 1 since bobby...but he was a failure... :-\ kind of a shame too cuz i think i loved him...but idk. hard to tell now a days. good thing was tho he was 21 lol o well. i kinda like someone right now, only a select few know who it is, including the person, and its goin to stay that way lol. i dont want everyone knowin so im not sayin who. and for the record, dont say u wanna be friends wit bennifits, then change ur mind w/o tellin the other person, and then be all over that person! not only does it mess wit their FEELINGS, but it PISSES them off. Ahem u should kno who u are lol. well lately ive been in rehoboth. attleboro got too boring. im always at aaron n joshs house lol even tho josh isnt there ne more :( i still go there to visit mom and the boys.
im a part of a race team now too. which is kind of a joke puttin me in it cuz look at my fuckin car lol. but i guess i might be gettin an acura integra soon. not bad. all i gotta do is get a job n daddys buyin it for me :) Nathans 7 now. damn hes gettin old lol. they grow up so fast now! hes still a pain in the ass tho, as always. oh yah, and im a "criminal" now. shit went down wit Justin n his mom, and i guess im bein charged wit "enterin durrin the day time", "tresspassing", and "melicious destruction of property". which is all bullshit so i gotta go to court to fight for it cuz the statements that were made to the police against me were TOTALLY FALSE and she KNOWS IT. but w/e im not gettin into it cuz im sick of all the drama and bullshit from everyone.
june just cant come any slower can it. i turn 18 the 16th, and me and Aaron already planned my bday lol. me n all my friends are either gonna rent a lil cabin for a weekend, or just go camping somewhere. NO PARENTAL SUPERVISION and maybe some Lq if we're lucky and if im in the mood for it.
damn i miss josh...even tho u cant read this josh..this is for u... Josh... this whole summer u have been by my side. u've been my best friend thru everythin. all the fights between us n other people, if anything they made us stronger. i honestly dont kno wut im goin to do after tuesday. ive known this whole summer that you were goin to be leaving, but October 26 just came up way to fast on me. i seriously dont kno how im goin to handle saying bye to you. its not really saying good bye because you're comin back, its more like ill see you later...much later. i love you so much josh. you have been there for me whenever i needed you and vice versa. you've had my back wit everythin thats gone on, n i really appreciate that and i dont kno if i ever said thank you for that, so thank you josh. for always being there for me when i needed you, and always being my best friend and never letting me down, and thank you for being my brother. i love you so much josh. n ill miss you...
now im probably gonna start cryin again :( he left tuesday, spent the night in boston, then cought a flight to Illinois. hes in boot camp in Great Lakes, Illinois...and he wont be back for another seven weeks :( i dont think i can go that long with out seeing him! and then even at that, when he does come back its only for five days at the most. which will be horrible because then i have to say goodbye to him again. well its not really a goodbye cuz ill see him again. its more like a ill see u later type of thing...much later. after he leaves again he starts goin to school i think. idk the whole story. but all i kno is that if he gets REALLY good grades, he can move closer to home. and the closest he can come is Newport. so he better get them grades! then me n christina will be in Newport a lot!
ok well im mad tired now, and i gotta shit load of stuff to do tomorrow. leave me some lovin in the comments department. i neva get ne!