I pick
Victoria May. Despite all the things she does, despite the odd people she is related to, and despite my better judgement....i choose love. I don't think of anything else left to encounter. Nothing that goes wrong will be forgiven but everything has already be experienced. Make or break, save or suffer. Love or perish. Love is the only rational act. We must love eachother or die. I pick Vickie. If she doesn't choose me, my heart will break, but at least i tried to put my trust into something. Vickie, you have my trust. Something i have never given anyone. What you do, how you act, what you say, how you think, and what our relationship turns into, now lies in your hands. I trust you enough to let you take the wheel and just depend on you taking care of my heart. To Vickie, i love you. Trust, hope, dependency, cherrishing, honesty, loyalty, devotion...i give myself (relationship wise) to you. Many of you say what happens if she leaves, all relationships end.
My response: love always wins. I may end up with noone at my side, but i know that i at least at some time had something. I'll fall down, pick myself up, brush off, and move on. Not into another relationship, on with life. I will grow, i will live on, i will continue my education but the love in my heart holds true to her. She leaves and my heart breaks, but the love, memories, and feelings go on.
Let me say this, she leaves i will be crushed. I won't die, i will grow from it, but it will be incredibly hard. Even after 10 months we still kiss and hug and say i love you constantly. We are always touching everywhere (hug, kiss, holding hands, etc.)
The weekend with her was UNBELIEVABLE. Awesome except for a few things. She has a problem with sticking up for me and defending me.
Enough said. Shes the only person ever to see a deeper side of me. Am i afraid...no. Maybe someday she will become completely confided in me. That i would love. Maybe someday she will move on. Whatever happens...i have no regrets. Victoria Mae is a memory i will never try to forget.
My response: love always wins. I may end up with noone at my side, but i know that i at least at some time had something. I'll fall down, pick myself up, brush off, and move on. Not into another relationship, on with life. I will grow, i will live on, i will continue my education but the love in my heart holds true to her. She leaves and my heart breaks, but the love, memories, and feelings go on.
Let me say this, she leaves i will be crushed. I won't die, i will grow from it, but it will be incredibly hard. Even after 10 months we still kiss and hug and say i love you constantly. We are always touching everywhere (hug, kiss, holding hands, etc.)
The weekend with her was UNBELIEVABLE. Awesome except for a few things. She has a problem with sticking up for me and defending me.
Enough said. Shes the only person ever to see a deeper side of me. Am i afraid...no. Maybe someday she will become completely confided in me. That i would love. Maybe someday she will move on. Whatever happens...i have no regrets. Victoria Mae is a memory i will never try to forget.