[six]
I'm... confused. I know I'm confused. Aya-chan's Ayato, too, so it's not like... I don't know. It's not my place to judge. I suspected. I've known for months now but it's a little different having it confirmed like this. Aya-chan's my friend whatever clothes she wears but I can't help but wonder how she gets away with it. Does Keigo know? Does anyone know? What about the coach? Must be pretty lonely being in that club all by herself.
Aya-chan's so small. I want to protect her, look after her, make sure she'll be okay and this is confusing in and of itself. I've never had a close female friend before, even if it's one that doesn't know I know. Or maybe she knows I know. ...This doesn't really matter.
I think things about her I probably shouldn't. Girls on the team. I'm not sure what this means. If I was gay, I wouldn't like boys, too. I like Keigo and Bunta well enough but other boys? Momoshiro was more of a phase than anything and we were thirteen anyway so I'm not sure that even counts. But Aya... what she's doing appeals to me, wearing boys clothing, walking around pretending to be a guy. ...I want to do that. Maybe not for tennis - it wouldn't work anyway. They know I'm a girl.
I don't know what to do now. It's gonna be awkward now no matter what I do. Something happened and I can't quite forget it.
I'd better go. Still have homework to do.]
[OOC: Backdated to Sunday evening because I was dumb and forgot to post it then. :D;]