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so i havent posted in a good long time and at first i was confused as to why
but now i think ive put my finger on it.
see the thing is the kind of things that i want to right about alot of the time anyway
i want to write down and i want people to know about it but...
sense any kind of thing i would want to write in my journal most likely happened
with or because of somebody on live journal who will then read it shortly after.
ANd dont get me wrong i want to be honest but sometimes i feel that it might
create an awkwardness, which i can deal with
or mabe its not my friends on lj but random people looking in but then again
i guess i could just lock it hide it from public

so what am i saying?
i'm saying let's say no more about it