i decided i definately deserved a treat
after working myself to the bone and saving like 75% of my money and giving the rest to church and insurance. so today i went to the mall to buy myself something special. i walked into jbr's and found a PERFECT white gold ring with a big emerald and 2 little diamonds. as i am contemplating purchasing the ring i am thinking of all the kids in ethiopia and other 3rd world countries, who could use the money so much more. but i bought it anyways. i put 7$ in one of those little "support the kids" cans at the mall. and when i got home i decided to look at sponser a child websites and find a kid to sponser.
it
was
so
depressing
literally
i was like..why God?
all these kidsssssssss so many of them. you just keep clicking next next next. and they all have little bios and its like "very poor health" "likes to sing" "family and village is suffering from aids" and you would not BELIEVE this picture of this like 6 year old boy holding a machine gun cuz he has to fight in the army. oh my --------------
it makes you wonder why would those women even have kids? honestly.
i feel guilty for buying the ring.
and so blessed to live the way i do.
and so confused as to why..just..why?
it
was
so
depressing
literally
i was like..why God?
all these kidsssssssss so many of them. you just keep clicking next next next. and they all have little bios and its like "very poor health" "likes to sing" "family and village is suffering from aids" and you would not BELIEVE this picture of this like 6 year old boy holding a machine gun cuz he has to fight in the army. oh my --------------
it makes you wonder why would those women even have kids? honestly.
i feel guilty for buying the ring.
and so blessed to live the way i do.
and so confused as to why..just..why?