Break Down

[odinofcreation]

So yesterday I had a break down, about the same thing, like 3 times.

I became very angry with the world for no reason,
I knew the feeling burning me from the inside,
And I couldn't think why,
I became affraid of releasing my stress and anger on a person or ideal that was not deserving
I couldnt find myself,
I am angry at the world, and i cant seem to find the source.

..::About to punch people::..

Then one thing that I can put my finger on that is making me more stressed out, is people that search out my flaws,

I wish the Jarrod the best in his endevors, I hope that he finds someone that will make him eternally happy.

I hope that Tyler and Kelsey live happily for a long time.

Things are suppose to move two ways in this world,
aren't they?

I guess this is what our parents ment when they said to us as kids,
"Lifes not fair"

It doesnt seem to sink in in serious matters untill this age.

I will the best for others, and I push others away, to save them from the plauging depression that seeps out and eminate a pungent filth that burys others

and all I recieve is the guilt of other's disappointment...

But thats not what it is... I dont know why I am mad.

I really dont know why...

just keep clear of me.