Love memories
When I was ten I had a big crush on this super cute guy in another class. He was beautiful, wish I could remember his name so I could find out if he still is. For some reason, it got to a point where I was grappling with whether or not to tell him how I felt, I think maybe my best friend spilled my secret or something. Anyway, I remember being on top of some recess equipment and crying my poor eyes out. Below me, this kid shouted up at me that when you love someone you have to scream it proudly from the roof tops, you have to let everyone know no matter what, even if they don't return the feeling. I don't remember all the details from the event, but I can clearly remember how I felt up there and the look on that kid's face. That image and that feeling have been looping through my mind the last couple of days and it's left me rather puzzled. I don't know what to do with the memory. More importantly, I don't know what it's trying to do with me.