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i am a fool. in an attempt to hide from the real world, i picked the most abstract maths modules there were. which of course dont make ANY SENSE. stupid weird symbols. i miss numbers. i'm sure there are supposed to be numbers. and i shouldn't have done a project because now i have to do actual work a lot of the time. although id probably get things done a lot quicker if i didn't spend hours on the internet every day trying to find a career. gah. still scared of the careers centre. or whatever its called. i'm not going dammit. but some girl who is very organised and all about the careers seems to think you can get jobs with history of science. so maybe i'll do a masters in that. because i'm good at it and there aren't any weird symbols. and my mother would be happy.
i left my pyjamas in epsom. i miss them.
went to boxercise again. no punching this week. except air-punching and that doesnt count. and now my neck hurts, which cant be right. but i gave them money so i have to go back.
tried to go to river island to buy jeans but i got lost. and then i DREAMT about trying to find river island and getting lost.
there's just no escape from the mundanity of my life. and i'm fairly sure thats not a word. at least im not dreaming about trivial pursuit. yet.
i left my pyjamas in epsom. i miss them.
went to boxercise again. no punching this week. except air-punching and that doesnt count. and now my neck hurts, which cant be right. but i gave them money so i have to go back.
tried to go to river island to buy jeans but i got lost. and then i DREAMT about trying to find river island and getting lost.
there's just no escape from the mundanity of my life. and i'm fairly sure thats not a word. at least im not dreaming about trivial pursuit. yet.