Ambien Diatribes, ep 18

[odette_michaud]

Sorry for last night, everyone. It came at the end of a day in which the meds that keep me from ending up in the nut house let a little of the crazy stuff bleed through. Or whatever the hell happens. All the things I thought and said were true, but maybe pushed into further extremes than necessary. I do need to be loved, though. And I need someone locally who gets this, who gets me, who I can share this with. Not even necessarily romantically, just someone I can make this journey with. I AM loved, I know. I have had that explained to me since last night. :) I just want something close. No, what I mean is, I want something intimate that's close. Someone I can share all this with, whatever the shape of a relationship like that might take.

Anyway, my apologies for being so low last night. I do miss you all. I'd kiss each of you right now if I could.

love
Odette