We went to the ceremony at my old school today and it was really nice. They had his photo and some soothing music on in the background so that you could just sink down in a chair and think. The only real teacher I met was Anderas, and he seemed very shocked about what had happened. We also had a meeting, only his closest friends and the school psychologist, to talk about what we were thinking now, almost 2 weeks after it happened. I have to say, I was a mess last week but I'm hanging in there. I'm able to do things today without constantly thinking about him. But there were a lot of people who were upset, and it was nice that we had a place to go only to think.
This song is really creepy. It's an old swedish song, recorded by the band Garmarna, and the title means "Vengeance". It's about a girl whose stepmother wants her to kill her little brother. Instead, she cuts her stepmother's body open and kills her unborn child. And they say people are fucked now. Anyway, it's a good song. If you're interested in folklore and that stuff, a ownloadable version of the song is
here. English lyrics are
here (scroll down).
I've also taken up my old interest in renovating dollhouses. I have an old Lundby Stockholm that's hopefully going to look better soon. I played a lot with it as a child, and there's almost nothing left of the flooring or the wallpapering. I can also tell you that I'm on book 4 of the Harry Potter series, and yeah, it's only getting better. Severus Snape, you sexy mofo.