This is not about love cause I am not in love.
This summer one of my projects is to read over all of my old journals. I have like 6 longhand journals starting from when i was 17. Sooooo in the first journal I ever wrote in I found this...
Character Traits For Liz:
submissive
naive
indecisive
insecure
moody
determined
funny
loud
hypocritical
laid back
caring
masochistic
sarcastic
What the fuck?!?!?!? That's what I thought of myself at 17. I guess I wasn't in a really good place. I'm glad I found this. This list shows me how much I've actually changed. It's really fucking weird.
Also, I think I might have been crazy back then. I would make things up and dwell on insignificant that I made up in my head. I don't mean I imagined people that weren't there. But situations that came up.... I would make them become way more than they actually were, occasionally adding some stuff for the extra flair and then "forgetting" it wasn't real. I don't know man. Why aren't I in therapy?
Character Traits For Liz:
submissive
naive
indecisive
insecure
moody
determined
funny
loud
hypocritical
laid back
caring
masochistic
sarcastic
What the fuck?!?!?!? That's what I thought of myself at 17. I guess I wasn't in a really good place. I'm glad I found this. This list shows me how much I've actually changed. It's really fucking weird.
Also, I think I might have been crazy back then. I would make things up and dwell on insignificant that I made up in my head. I don't mean I imagined people that weren't there. But situations that came up.... I would make them become way more than they actually were, occasionally adding some stuff for the extra flair and then "forgetting" it wasn't real. I don't know man. Why aren't I in therapy?