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ok so i seriously have never felt like i have no one to talk to before...but this very second i do...its making me really uncomfortable actualy, if the truth be known.
i have made myself avoid truely feeling for a long time, i think i was so overdramatic about so many things for such a long time that, i have now become a people pleaser. This pleasing people, avoiding confrontation, leave one emotionless, fake if you will for most of the day.
right now i feel lonely and i am not going to try to glaze over it.
im kinda proud....of my myself
well at least theres that much...and a whole can of emotions i am trying not to open...aqnd i probaly wont either. but thats ok...
i have made myself avoid truely feeling for a long time, i think i was so overdramatic about so many things for such a long time that, i have now become a people pleaser. This pleasing people, avoiding confrontation, leave one emotionless, fake if you will for most of the day.
right now i feel lonely and i am not going to try to glaze over it.
im kinda proud....of my myself
well at least theres that much...and a whole can of emotions i am trying not to open...aqnd i probaly wont either. but thats ok...