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The joys of emotional blackmail are many and varied as my friend esther knows. Saturday night i was informed friday night i would be hanging out with friend cody who had not seen fit to return calls, e-mails or texts for the past 5 months. now this is all post her throwing up in my car and post her return to school. I was i firmly believe upset that she basicly ignored me for that time period and felt upon her arival that i was under no oblagation to see her. I was informed differently friday night when i had the dead friend card played. AS i talked to esther and explained that i felt no reason to see her and that i had soem plans alreay for saturday night it was a bit late notice. She then told me that "we both know how it feels to lose a friend. remember how it felt when we lost natashia. you dont want to lose another friend do you just because you're feeling bitter. Do you?" yeah so i crumpled like a paper doll adn cancelled my saturday night plans becasue after i got done talking to her friday night i felt lower than low. Saturday night i waited with other friend at the beverly hill taver for over an hour waitibng for them (esther and cody) to show b/c after that vomit in my car i decided that never again will i ride in a car with cody after shes been drinking. I hate the tavern b/c over priced drinks and the total lack of anything to do but drink. They arrive and low and behold esther has no money and cody is not drinking. So why one might ask were we there? well b/c esther likes to people watch. needless to say it lacked any and all fun usually found on my saturday nights.