"Do I smile too much?"
uuuugh, love this song. It is my resident in-the-mood-song. Why? WHY? I don't know.
I was just all kinds of messed up this week. Starting from Monday to today, I have been, simply, a mess. Surprisingly, though, I haven't been...I don't know...too bad. Well, I will commence in talking in code in which only Sarah and Katherine will understand in order to elaborate.
Monday, I found out...about...that. I couldn't really get that out of my head all day. Sort of... distracting, to say the least (Thank you, Jennifer, by the way. Thank you for telling me this and completely confusing the heck out of me. That was awesome). Then, Tuesday, I had practices for the show (that's actually tonight) on top of this whole thing. I didn't get home till way late, too. Wed. I kept...having to deal with this (look at me being so secretive!), though I did get to watch LOST, which was awesome. I also had to share my... disposition with Casey which I did not enjoy. Now she knows how I feel towards all of this and I can't stop thinking that that is all she's thinking about when she's talking to me and then I'll bring it up and she wasn't even thinking about in and now she thinks that I....AAAAH.
Thursday, I wasn't home till 9 and today I was sick. And I have to preform tonight.
RARAG.
I want this but I don't. Does that make sense, you two? I would love to, but...I don't know...there's something saying, "No, no you don't. No. Stop. Stop. STOP. STOOOOP." and I'm having trouble convincing myself that it's wrong. In my book, it's right. It's right. It's wrong? It's right? RArAIPHPDIHSG.
I DON'T KNOW.
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I was just all kinds of messed up this week. Starting from Monday to today, I have been, simply, a mess. Surprisingly, though, I haven't been...I don't know...too bad. Well, I will commence in talking in code in which only Sarah and Katherine will understand in order to elaborate.
Monday, I found out...about...that. I couldn't really get that out of my head all day. Sort of... distracting, to say the least (Thank you, Jennifer, by the way. Thank you for telling me this and completely confusing the heck out of me. That was awesome). Then, Tuesday, I had practices for the show (that's actually tonight) on top of this whole thing. I didn't get home till way late, too. Wed. I kept...having to deal with this (look at me being so secretive!), though I did get to watch LOST, which was awesome. I also had to share my... disposition with Casey which I did not enjoy. Now she knows how I feel towards all of this and I can't stop thinking that that is all she's thinking about when she's talking to me and then I'll bring it up and she wasn't even thinking about in and now she thinks that I....AAAAH.
Thursday, I wasn't home till 9 and today I was sick. And I have to preform tonight.
RARAG.
I want this but I don't. Does that make sense, you two? I would love to, but...I don't know...there's something saying, "No, no you don't. No. Stop. Stop. STOP. STOOOOP." and I'm having trouble convincing myself that it's wrong. In my book, it's right. It's right. It's wrong? It's right? RArAIPHPDIHSG.
I DON'T KNOW.
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