Nov 09, 2005 01:41
wtf this town is so beat
you can't get anything but weed...
weed.... jesus christ wheres the good shit
ugh um yea im single, again.
something im getting real used too.
im watching time fade, school days have no meaning, i wave i say whats up but i don't give a fuck about these people, i just put a act to make the day in school go faster.
its so weird to be off probation, i still think i am on it. like seriously that whole thing was a big mind fuck.
i guess like from whats happened in the past couple weeks, ive really just realized not to trust even the cloest friends, or anyone for that matter. because they put on an act too, and there ready to say fuck it when any opportunity comes up that benefits them.
i feel like my whole mind has adjust to a different stage. its hard to explain but like the old stage is the stage where i used to think i had all the time in the world for things, i could try anything anyday, and it would be ok, but now there either is no time to do any goddamn, or too much to rot away. which fucking one is it. is it this shitty fucking weather? i just get that weird dark feeling all the time im out late chilling with ppl, nostalgic, i like the feeling but at the same time it remind me of horrible times. ugh well i have school tomorrow so peace out.