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well yea i decided to actually make one of these. Still not too sure why, ill let you kno if i figure it out...
hmmm well yesterday was pretty cool for the most part. im still kinda fuzzy on where things stand- i wasnt at all after last night till i read ashys live journal. not sure what to think now, as far as i THOUGHT everythings pretty cool-seems everythings normal and i lost that uneasy feeling of being replaced. yes i know childish and stupid. but...oh i dont know... my heads a fog right now. i just hope that i havnt lost ashley and in turn, a part of myself with it.
not really sure how to explain this right now. like i siad, everythings a fog right now. i cant explain what doesnt even make sense in my mind.
im not really sure whats been wrong with me latly. everything just seems surreal, i feel like numb to my surroundings and i have a fogged mind and memory. feels like a drunk fog....
hmmm well yesterday was pretty cool for the most part. im still kinda fuzzy on where things stand- i wasnt at all after last night till i read ashys live journal. not sure what to think now, as far as i THOUGHT everythings pretty cool-seems everythings normal and i lost that uneasy feeling of being replaced. yes i know childish and stupid. but...oh i dont know... my heads a fog right now. i just hope that i havnt lost ashley and in turn, a part of myself with it.
not really sure how to explain this right now. like i siad, everythings a fog right now. i cant explain what doesnt even make sense in my mind.
im not really sure whats been wrong with me latly. everything just seems surreal, i feel like numb to my surroundings and i have a fogged mind and memory. feels like a drunk fog....