the feeling.
have you ever had a feeling that you cant describe. a feeling of emptyness, but yet again, i dont even know if thats what it is.
i feel disconected. its weird cause its not like im not enjoying my life. i spent the weekend in heaven (read below) so is that why i feel werid? cause gretchen is gone now?
im just so confused. i wish it wasnt that way. and i had a fucking scary dream last night and i hate it. and ahhhh. i just wish my girlfriend was here. no, i change my mind. I wish i was with my girlfriend. i wish i was in kirkland. at my house. with my mom. with emma. and most of all, with my girlfriend.
what do i do? where do i go? im so lost...
i feel disconected. its weird cause its not like im not enjoying my life. i spent the weekend in heaven (read below) so is that why i feel werid? cause gretchen is gone now?
im just so confused. i wish it wasnt that way. and i had a fucking scary dream last night and i hate it. and ahhhh. i just wish my girlfriend was here. no, i change my mind. I wish i was with my girlfriend. i wish i was in kirkland. at my house. with my mom. with emma. and most of all, with my girlfriend.
what do i do? where do i go? im so lost...