First day of Summer...
So today I woke up...got in the shower, and was planning to walk up to Shannon's to drop off my Xbox for Sean. But, I started feeling weird about the whole thing when I was about ready to walk out the door. I hadn't really been invited to hang out with Shannon, Anthony, Sean, and Zack today, so I decided not to go. I was just going to drop off the Xbox tomorrow or something for Sean. Maybe if I had gone, my day wouldn't have gone so badly. :-/
So then when I decided not to go, my mom suggested I go see a movie with her and my brother. We went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and it wasn't too bad. A little too much sex stuff going on, but it was funny. Shannon called me during the movie, and I thought maybe it was to hang out. :) But she just needed Jonathan's number...
So then I came home and sort of...sat. I think I called Zack? Not too sure on that one. So then my mom suggested I go up to the baseball field with her and I did. It wasn't too much fun though, so I walked on home. Called Zack, he was still at Shannon's, so we didn't get to hang out.
Then I came home and cried. I admit. I came home, and cried. Then I cried some more. Then my parents left, and I started walking up Magnolia, and started crying again.
Then! One good thing of the whole day. Sat down on the sidewalk, and watched the cars go by. It was nice. Just sitting there, not worrking about anything, not thinking of anything, just...sitting and watching. Then I came home and waited for Sean to get here.
So Zack, Sean, and Shannon come bounding into my living room, and took my Xbox, then they left to go to Sean's house.
And now I'm sitting here, re-reading my writings, and realizing, I'm throwing myself a hige pity party. Wow. I'm really sorry if you read all of that. It's how I feel, but it's still sort of...pathetic? lol. And as I type these words, I'm starting to realize that I'm in a good mood. So my friends hung out without me...there're still plenty days of summer for us to hang out, right?
I'm in a much better mood now. :)
So then when I decided not to go, my mom suggested I go see a movie with her and my brother. We went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and it wasn't too bad. A little too much sex stuff going on, but it was funny. Shannon called me during the movie, and I thought maybe it was to hang out. :) But she just needed Jonathan's number...
So then I came home and sort of...sat. I think I called Zack? Not too sure on that one. So then my mom suggested I go up to the baseball field with her and I did. It wasn't too much fun though, so I walked on home. Called Zack, he was still at Shannon's, so we didn't get to hang out.
Then I came home and cried. I admit. I came home, and cried. Then I cried some more. Then my parents left, and I started walking up Magnolia, and started crying again.
Then! One good thing of the whole day. Sat down on the sidewalk, and watched the cars go by. It was nice. Just sitting there, not worrking about anything, not thinking of anything, just...sitting and watching. Then I came home and waited for Sean to get here.
So Zack, Sean, and Shannon come bounding into my living room, and took my Xbox, then they left to go to Sean's house.
And now I'm sitting here, re-reading my writings, and realizing, I'm throwing myself a hige pity party. Wow. I'm really sorry if you read all of that. It's how I feel, but it's still sort of...pathetic? lol. And as I type these words, I'm starting to realize that I'm in a good mood. So my friends hung out without me...there're still plenty days of summer for us to hang out, right?
I'm in a much better mood now. :)