My Last Post

Jul 09, 2006 11:42

At least until I get out of basic. I leave tomorrow, around noon. I didn't sleep very well last night - I've been too worried about this whole thing. I know I shouldn't worry, but I do, anyway. I'm not in the best of shape, though I suppose it's better than some. But I can't help but think... what if I fail my p.t. test? What if I can't run the mile? All of these what-ifs, floating about, and I don't know what to do about any of them.

I packed up my box for AIT today, and stuff for basic and reception. I've only got a little bit more to pack up. I promised Jamie I'd write him a letter today and tomorrow, so I have to do that, and get them in the mailbox to be sent off when I can.

I'm currently downloading the very last episode of this season of Doctor Who, so that I can watch last week's and yesterday's before I leave.

Mandi, Joseph, some friends, and I all got together and watched Pirates of the Caribbean 2. I'd already seen it, on Friday, but I had a bad vantage point, and I was by myself, so I enjoyed watching it with friends. I'm going to miss everyone so much.

I wish I could have spent more time with some of my friends, like Sophia, and I'm sure my dad must feel like I've been ignoring him. I just... dunno. I already miss everyone so much, and it hurts like hell. I already want this to be over with, but I have two plus months ahead of me of no real contact (excepting snail mail) with anyone I love.

So, to all of my friends... I have your addresses (and if I don't, then if you want me to write, get them to me by tonight!) and I'll write you as often as I can. I'm gonna miss you guys.

~Jeri

reality, army, sad

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