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ok so today i wake up and get ready for school and my hair was looking pretty good if i say so myself. anyways. get to school and it was me jodie jesse brittaney johnathon and some other guys and Brittaney hadnt seen then guy i like *johnathon* so i was like look thats him. and she was like o. then a few mins later shes like ill be back and she walked over to the guy next to johnathon. she came back smileing and told jodie something and jodie gets this "omg" face and i was like what what what so finnailly she told me that she had went up to that guy and told him to tell johnathon that i liked him and for him to help brit get us hooked up. so i was like no you didnt and started getting emmbarressed and jodie said omg he keeps staring at you *which i have caught him doing myself* so that made it worse. then jesse was like go talk to him when hes like not even two feet away i was like no im embarressed so jesse says something to him and then goes well meet him half way and i repeated my self so he rolls his eyes and says something to him and then goes well hes comeing over here and i waslike wait no dont. but it didnt work so the other guys gently pushed him over to me without him fighting ;) *yay* then they was like talk to her and jodie and brit was like talk to him so it got really awkward and no one said anything so i kinda turned my back to him and his friends said o she gave you the cold shoulder she thinks your trash. so i turned back around really fast and gave them a glare but they just smiled. so everyones like talk to her talk to him and we both were just quiet and blushing so i said sorry but im like really shy and he wouldnt look at me but i could tell he could see me out of the corner of his eye so i looked back at my friends and was like lets go cuz the bell wrung anyways. and then i just walked off. Brittaney later told me that when i walked away her just laughed. lol so atleast he wasnt mad. lol. so now i dont know what to do or wear tommorrow and im like so nervous so i guess im gonna go work out *buns of stell lol* give me some advice or anything if you even read this long thing love yall bye.