The road ahead is lonely and cold. I remember all of what you said and I'm not sure I can make it

Dec 24, 2010 04:19

First semester of graduate school down, three more to go. The MA program is harder than I could have ever imagined. There are going to be some changes around here.

My kitty is the love of my life, my sunshine, my everything. He pulled me out of some very dark places.

Still dressing fashionably, lots of pretty dresses.

Haven't sought therapy yet. That needs to happen. There are issues. I need help.

Good news... I applied for an internship with the Tennessee Justice Center, and got the position. Despite having a nervous breakdown and the most miserable experience of my life, I finished my first semester of grad school with a decent GPA. My abstract got accepted for the SFAA's, so I'll be attending that conference in March, along with this conference in Orlando in a couple weeks. That's for my nonprofit management certificate, though.

Oh, don't get me wrong. There are casualties. My heart, as always. I break it so easily. Coping with loneliness. Once I asked for enough of it to drown in, and that's what it's going to take. It's okay.

There are no shortcuts.

self-realization, hurt

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