Sep 25, 2006 14:07
...I think that she knows. I think that she knows...yeah.
Obsessed with the new Justin Timberlake cd.
On a weird asexual streak.
I'm in love with my floor....to the point where its disgusting.
Dave and Kaitlin came up for the weekend. I had fun, but I feel as if they didn't have too much fun. Dave has been here before, so he knows how fun it can be. Unfortunately my boo's first impression of the Western Way may not be the best.
I'm growing apart from everyone. Maybe it's for the best? I am moving to California next year. It'll be easier to move if I don't have any close relationships here. Which is another point. I don't really have any close friends anymore. I have friends and I have good friends. But I don't have close friends that I can tell everything to. This is partly because I have some serious trust issues. However, most of my concerns are well merited. When someone promises that they won't tell something to anyone and then go and end up telling me, how can I trust that person when I know their capable of not keeping their word?
Reading back on this, it seems really emo. However I'm having the best time i've had in a long time. So it really doesn't do my situation justice.