Graduation Sucks
Yea. I'll miss my friends and stuff..but...
My life sucks anyway. I just got back from my Graduation Dance, and I'm almost in tears. I was so close to making a crush `mine`, even if it was just for one dace. But of course, he doesn't even know that I exist. I'm nothing to him. Nothing more than a friend, and that's the worst.
It's always like this. I get too close to guys as friends, and then that's all they can think of me as. Why can't I just, for once, have someone who cares about me? Someone who thinks of me as more than a friend?
I guess I had this coming. He does have a gf after all. But.. -sigh- doesn't he know by now? He could at least let me know that I should just forget about him.
I guess I'll just do that on my own. I should get used to this kind of stuff anyway..
Other than that, the dance was fun. Too many people crying, tho. I was almost one of them, but, whatever. The DJ played iffy music tho. I loved the food. We had the forum and gym open, so we could just walk back and forth. The picutres had a S&H charge! Rawr!
At the end, as we were leaving, the teachers gave us these whistle/compass/flashlight things. Omfg the whistles are annoying. Almost everyone was blowing it outside as we said goodbyes and waited for our rides. Hello people! We still have two more days! Cry at graduation!