too many things
hey guys!
i dont know where to start...
summer has been- well just summer.
no exciting trips, no constant driving around and beach going. It's been a break from school, yea, but it hasnt been relaxing. working two jobs. and fighting with my mom- a lot.
i get to leave this anxiety, this fighting behind. i wont have to report to anyone. and i can actually think what i want to think... imagine that. freedom of thought? and speech? and i could clean when i see it fit... as opposed to at every free moment... and for a change it would be enough. and i can sleep late when i want. and go where i want to go and spend my money how i want to spend it. its surreal.... ha! no that is real. what i live in now is unreal...
i hate how she dampens my days...
the only times i'm happy is when I'm with him.
my summer wouldn't be a summer at all without him.
we're different. he's amazing. thank you.
im counting down the days until i leave 37 to be exact.
we went shopping for his apartment and he bought a ton of cool things. i cant wait to buy my stuff!
I got my room assignment: Mallory Hall 0412 A (triple room)
me, kristy, and a stranger lol
Harry Potter makes me happy!!! 4 days until the new book... and I just finished book 4 (RE-reading them of course) I could finish if i didnt have to work 9 hours a day...
oh and yea its a little late but
I GOT MY IB DIPLOMA
28 points.... not as good as i thought i'do but I got it!
(p.s. kathryn herrmann: i miss you like crazy and im so mad that your in the mountains with your boyfriend and havent had time to write... but i love you...)
(... and kerri has been lost? where is kerri?....)
(... and my monica is away....)
(... najla leaves a week before me...)
(... i want to go to colorado and LA my last day at work is august 5...)
i dont know where to start...
summer has been- well just summer.
no exciting trips, no constant driving around and beach going. It's been a break from school, yea, but it hasnt been relaxing. working two jobs. and fighting with my mom- a lot.
i get to leave this anxiety, this fighting behind. i wont have to report to anyone. and i can actually think what i want to think... imagine that. freedom of thought? and speech? and i could clean when i see it fit... as opposed to at every free moment... and for a change it would be enough. and i can sleep late when i want. and go where i want to go and spend my money how i want to spend it. its surreal.... ha! no that is real. what i live in now is unreal...
i hate how she dampens my days...
the only times i'm happy is when I'm with him.
my summer wouldn't be a summer at all without him.
we're different. he's amazing. thank you.
im counting down the days until i leave 37 to be exact.
we went shopping for his apartment and he bought a ton of cool things. i cant wait to buy my stuff!
I got my room assignment: Mallory Hall 0412 A (triple room)
me, kristy, and a stranger lol
Harry Potter makes me happy!!! 4 days until the new book... and I just finished book 4 (RE-reading them of course) I could finish if i didnt have to work 9 hours a day...
oh and yea its a little late but
I GOT MY IB DIPLOMA
28 points.... not as good as i thought i'do but I got it!
(p.s. kathryn herrmann: i miss you like crazy and im so mad that your in the mountains with your boyfriend and havent had time to write... but i love you...)
(... and kerri has been lost? where is kerri?....)
(... and my monica is away....)
(... najla leaves a week before me...)
(... i want to go to colorado and LA my last day at work is august 5...)