I hate stress. I hate it 1000 times, and then hate it some more.
What a wonderful fucking Saturday.
I've been sitting at home, stressing out the whole day while trying to relax.
It isn't fucking working.
I got asked, on Friday, to start a PROGRAMMING project at work. I'm a video game tester. Sure, I went to college and had a few programming courses, but hardly programmed anything interesting... and that was 3 and a half years ago. I haven't touched programming since. On top of that, they want me to program in a language I don't actually know.
Fucking awesome.
Best Part? only have like 3 or 4 days to do it.
You're probably sitting there wondering why I would be doing something like this. The reason? I really didn't feel like I had a fucking choice in the matter. I don't want to be a programmer anymore, haven't since I started working as a tester. I even tried to explain to them that they kind of work they were asking was something I didn't do so well on even in college, but all I got was a "Well, even if you can make some headway, that's more than we had before".
Did I mention I don't deal with stress well? Yeah... my stomach feels like it's tied in knots.
I'mma be some glad when my Christmas break starts.
I've been sitting at home, stressing out the whole day while trying to relax.
It isn't fucking working.
I got asked, on Friday, to start a PROGRAMMING project at work. I'm a video game tester. Sure, I went to college and had a few programming courses, but hardly programmed anything interesting... and that was 3 and a half years ago. I haven't touched programming since. On top of that, they want me to program in a language I don't actually know.
Fucking awesome.
Best Part? only have like 3 or 4 days to do it.
You're probably sitting there wondering why I would be doing something like this. The reason? I really didn't feel like I had a fucking choice in the matter. I don't want to be a programmer anymore, haven't since I started working as a tester. I even tried to explain to them that they kind of work they were asking was something I didn't do so well on even in college, but all I got was a "Well, even if you can make some headway, that's more than we had before".
Did I mention I don't deal with stress well? Yeah... my stomach feels like it's tied in knots.
I'mma be some glad when my Christmas break starts.