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Well.... been back on the island for a week now, and it already feels like an eternity since I left home.
It's not even that I hate living on the island per say... Its that I hate the seclusion, the lack of places to go or things to do, the lack of people who want to do things, the lack of feeling wanted.
Simply put... I hate being alone, which is exactly how PEI makes me feel.
I'm really sick of being alone.... I want to feel like someone actually fucking cares about me. Is that so much to ask?
The only people that seem to care about me lately are the people I play WoW with, and my parents. Go figure that I play WoW a lot.
I miss having my brother around too. Sure, he's annoying and gets on my nerves.... but at least he's fun to be around and likes to get out and do something no matter how mundane it might seem. I fucking hate sitting at home every night, raiding the shit out of WoW. It's not what happens that's important to me, I could care less what happens. It's the spending time with other people that's important. I don't get out and do things by myself, I don't go out and do things for the sake of doing things... I need people who actually want me around and encourage me to do things.
On a completely unrelated (or maybe completely related?) note, I find it increasingly difficult to care... about anything. I'm sorry if I seem like an asshole lately.
It's not even that I hate living on the island per say... Its that I hate the seclusion, the lack of places to go or things to do, the lack of people who want to do things, the lack of feeling wanted.
Simply put... I hate being alone, which is exactly how PEI makes me feel.
I'm really sick of being alone.... I want to feel like someone actually fucking cares about me. Is that so much to ask?
The only people that seem to care about me lately are the people I play WoW with, and my parents. Go figure that I play WoW a lot.
I miss having my brother around too. Sure, he's annoying and gets on my nerves.... but at least he's fun to be around and likes to get out and do something no matter how mundane it might seem. I fucking hate sitting at home every night, raiding the shit out of WoW. It's not what happens that's important to me, I could care less what happens. It's the spending time with other people that's important. I don't get out and do things by myself, I don't go out and do things for the sake of doing things... I need people who actually want me around and encourage me to do things.
On a completely unrelated (or maybe completely related?) note, I find it increasingly difficult to care... about anything. I'm sorry if I seem like an asshole lately.