Oct 04, 2005 22:40
i feel like i am going to explode
love is a mystery to me, if i express it, it is shuned, and yet if i hold it in people are hurt.
i found out that the girl i was getting close to, the one i have told you all about, still has a boyfriend
this is the same girl that tried to sleep with me, the same girl i took to see a movie and she held my hand and had her head on my shoulder the whole movie. i am so confused
i like her, at this point i really like her but now that i know this i feel dirty, like i am no better than my ex
if you have any input i would love it!
i like her but i am not comfortable being with her when she is still going out with someone!
insaneoman out