vicodin makes me sleeepy
im not gonna go into the gross details, but today i had one of the most painful experiences of my life. basically, minor surgery without any painkillers. then the doctor told me that i cant go to california because i have to go to the doctor on monday. i think i must have looked really really depressed and just really pitiful in general bc i just spent thirty minutes crying while she did what she had to do...only she didnt use any novacaine or anyyyyything. wow. pain to the max. man. so then she reconsidered and said that i could go provided that i would have to take out the piece of gauze that she shoved into the opening. ah what she did was just so painful...
so now i have even more pain pills, and the right side of my face is chipmunky again. and by the way, who gets an infection three weeks AFTER wisdom teeth surgery???? bad karma.
plus i cant talk or eat or drink bc it hurts too much. im just praaaaaaaaying that i'll be okay by tomorrow so that i can go to san francisco.
um, hopefully yall are having much better summers than i am. what are you up to?? i havent really talked to too many people for various reasons (Samiyyah, i am so sorry that i didnt answer my phone again! i was sleeping again when you called, and now i cant really talk) let's have a party or do something fun when (if i even go) i get back. working at sports camp is so so so so fun, but i feel so disconected from people bc it just eats at my energy and sucks away my time.
peace. im exhausted.
so now i have even more pain pills, and the right side of my face is chipmunky again. and by the way, who gets an infection three weeks AFTER wisdom teeth surgery???? bad karma.
plus i cant talk or eat or drink bc it hurts too much. im just praaaaaaaaying that i'll be okay by tomorrow so that i can go to san francisco.
um, hopefully yall are having much better summers than i am. what are you up to?? i havent really talked to too many people for various reasons (Samiyyah, i am so sorry that i didnt answer my phone again! i was sleeping again when you called, and now i cant really talk) let's have a party or do something fun when (if i even go) i get back. working at sports camp is so so so so fun, but i feel so disconected from people bc it just eats at my energy and sucks away my time.
peace. im exhausted.