May 23, 2004 23:43
I'm gonna be 17 and complain for a minute. There's one thing I want and that's all. Just one thing. I'm not asking for much, just one thing. Uno. 1. I. What's that one thing? A group of friends. I honestly have no friends. I have some people I talk to at school and some I talk to on here but I have no friends to go hang out with. I sit at lunch and they all talk about where they're going on the weekend and never once has the words, "Hey, Carone, wanna come?" been uttered. Everyone in teacher cadet says we're all so close and everything but never do they invite me anywhere. I'm the only single person in that class besides Allen and I never get invited to do anything. Katie even gave out some invitations to her graduation party in 2nd and 3rd period (I'm in both) and I didn't get one. On Friday I drove to freaking Lexington by myself and then basically got ignored the whole night. I had to say something 3 or 4 times for it to be heard. That and I sat alone the whole time. Then I drove back to King with the music really loud not in that great of a mood. I'm not allowed to complain though because I'm the happy go lucky don't worry about anything idiot that amuses people and then leaves. Maybe I should grow up to be a clown. I keep saying that I'll meet new people next year but they'll all have better places to go than with me. My 15 year old sister wasn't home Friday or Saturday night and I was. My 13 year old brother was gone Friday night. I usta have a huge group of friends but they all just dissapated and moved on and left me in the dust. Oh well. I'm gonna stop complaining now. Have a nice day. Say your prayers and take your vitamins. Bye.