May 20, 2004 22:42
You know, I wish I could come on here and complain about stuff like other people do but I can't. I don't have anything to complain about. School's fine. Yea I have stuff to do but that's school, it's how it's supposed to be. Work is cool cause I have awesome kids and have awesome coworkers. I have a good family. Both my parents are here. My brother and sister are cool most of the time (my brother more times than my sister). I guess what I'm saying is I have a good life. Nothing's wrong in it. I'm never really sad about anything. I'm happy go lucky about everything and all that. Oh well. I'm thankful for it.
I may go to South tomorrow night. I have nothing else to do and South is playing at home vs East Surry in the 2nd round of the playoffs. I have a press pass so I won't hafta pay. Unless something better comes up (I highly doubt it) I think I'll go to South. Anyone have anything more exciting to do than watch two schools I hate play baseball (even though I'd get to see one of the best pitchers in the state) then lemme know. Kartrockin247 on AIM or 830-1077.
July 6, Ziggy's, 15 bucks, Reel Big Fish, Catch 22, Rx Bandits...heck freaking yes. Ska out the butt in the middle of the summer. Perfect. Anyone wanna go to that too lemme know.
I have decided I'm wearing gym shorts, a t-shirt, and the Nike slipons to school tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a who gives a crap if I look half decent I'ma be comfortable because I'm awesome and can. I never have anyone at that school that I want to impress but I always try to look halfway decent.
Speakin of tomorrow, I have a test in English that I will probably fail. Oh well. I don't care. I really don't. And don't say senioritis, I hate that word. I've never cared. Apparently back in 5th grade I had 5thgradeitis or something cause I didn't care then either.
I'm looking forward to going to Surry and finally meeting new people. I'm tired of the ones in King. I really don't have anyone that I hang out with outside of school. I go to school, I go to work, and then I come home. And that's fun to me. Having a group of friends would just make it even more fun. Oh well, that can wait til late August. I somewhat wish I would be going straight to Coastal. I'm ready for a new start. New first impressions. New people. I'll get some of that at Surry but I'll get even more of that at Coastal.
I wanna go on a date. I'm not gonna be picky. Just someone cool who looks good and has a good personality. Don't care where. Don't care when. Oh well, prolly ain't happenin anytime soon.
I hate eating dinner at 10pm but that's what you get when everyone in your family has plans and none of them have any 2 people at home at the same time. I ate a jumbo cheese dog and fries from the Dairi-O. My brother got a milkshake. I shoulda gotten one cause it looked good. Instead I made me a glass of chocolate milk. It was good.
I got my Chestnut Grove baseball t-shirt today. It's cool looking. I like it. I also got my evaluation from Coach Adams and Mr. Davis. The only thing Adams had to say that was anything halfway bad was the way I dressed. He said I need to have my shirt tucked in at all times and to never wear sandals (I wore sandals over there a couple times when I was only gonna be there for 20 minutes or something). I haven't read Davis's yet cause he sealed it. Mr. Sands should let me read it though. Jordan is getting the one from Mr. Rhodes for me tomorrow.
This is long enough and noone is reading it so I'll shutup now. I don't really have anything else to say. I'll leave you with a song. I've finally broken out of my slump and started writing stuff that I actually like now. I haven't been able to do that in over a year so I'm happy and willing to share anything I write with anyone.
there is so much that i wish i can say but i can never get the nerve to say it so i'm writing you a song pretending that you won't know it's written to you but it's obvious i wear it on my face i show it in my words there's no way to hide the way i feel for you i'm so scared of rejection i'm so scared that i will fail i know i'm not good enough for you but i tell myself i am all of the time i know i have no chance i know that i should quit but quite honestly you're a girl that is worth it all of the shame the late nights praying to god that maybe one day i will have a shot with you
Have a nice day. Say your prayers and take your vitamins. Bye.