Oct 23, 2014 01:10
This is where I take a dump.
A part of me died when he did. I loved him more than I have ever loved a human. My dog was everything precious and worth the effort. Fuck you for expecting anything else from me.
Oh how I fucking hate people and myself included and number 1. I am not a good person without my boy.
Many will never understand. Fuck them. I HATE AND RESENT! The heart is only learning to deal with this loss...
Fuck this. I sound like a nut bag. He helped me feel normal. He helped me cope through the bullshit. It doesn't help to think he's in some fictional place that I don't believe in. I hate when people tell me shit like that.