And all this time that I can't be the one thing that you dont know, baby
All this time that I could waste
On all the time that I could stay.
All the time I would let you down.
First, take a look at the date. It is October 12, 2006. Wanna know what the weather is like in good ole East Lansing, Michigan? It's a blizzard. That's what it is. This is bullshit!
Even though it's bullshit and I hate snow, and Michigan State was definitely not the university for someone like me to attend as far as the climate goes, right now I'm finding humor in it. It makes me laugh. As my hands turned an ungodly color of red because I don't have gloves yet while I walked to class, there's nothing else I can do but laugh.
I'm so happy right now - and I don't know why. I guess once you bottom out it can only get better. Either that, or it's because I've found the key to life. At least mine. I wanted to control everything. I can't. If you let go of control and just let things go where they're going and let things happen as they happen things feel better. It makes me much happier to stop trying to control every single thing in my life, because I can't. Without that constant desire to control things in my life, especially the way people feel, every bad thing seems to disappear.
Second, I love Nate Ruess. Reading "Dear Nate" makes my god damn life.
Third, the study that having a pet makes you a happier person is proven true, by me.
Love.