whilst sitting w/ nothing to do
i'm sure that i'm not the only one that gets in those moods where there is nothing to do, which isn't really a bad thing. i mean you're not working, or doing shit that you don't want to do. but that means that you're not doing shit that you want to either. when you just sit there and maul over shit in you head and just make ones whole life seem bad if you start w/ a depressing or sad thought.
i'm just in a confusing situation. i'm one of those people that really, truly believe that everything happens for a reason for the best or the worst. right now i just feel like shit for a reason and i hope that i'll figure out what that is sometime soon.
as far as the band shit goes we have a great practice space in Muncie now thanks to our friend Arron!!! we're going to be bring up Steph (PN) in about a week and a half to jam w/ us for a while and we've had a few calls so we may give some others a chance to come in and play. i'm just fucking stoked that we're going to be getting back to playing on a regular basis and that it's going to be heavier!!!
for now that's it...i'm going to go stew some more and try to make things not seem that bad...because they're not! later
i'm just in a confusing situation. i'm one of those people that really, truly believe that everything happens for a reason for the best or the worst. right now i just feel like shit for a reason and i hope that i'll figure out what that is sometime soon.
as far as the band shit goes we have a great practice space in Muncie now thanks to our friend Arron!!! we're going to be bring up Steph (PN) in about a week and a half to jam w/ us for a while and we've had a few calls so we may give some others a chance to come in and play. i'm just fucking stoked that we're going to be getting back to playing on a regular basis and that it's going to be heavier!!!
for now that's it...i'm going to go stew some more and try to make things not seem that bad...because they're not! later