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so yah i miss fai so much but i think she doesnt miss me right now i think i pissed her off ....again but yah ...i dont know what to do right now ....im so close to coming home right now and the person i want to see so much when im home might not want to see me...agh ..why do i do the stupidest things especially to her i dont want to...god though i matured quite a bit since ive been gone at times i even amaze my self that there is still a sense of childness in me and i hate when i do that especially to someone ireally love ...i love her so much