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[octoberbonfire]

It's been quite a week. A lot of half argument/hanging out talks with my Mom. I don't know, I've escaping to my studio a lot, sometimes not really doing anything besides listening to music. Too much STP but just enough. I'm getting really sick of her friends, snickering at me in the hallway and especially at Aladdin's last night. What the fuck is wrong with these people. It's not your business and it never was, so grow up and leave me alone. You win some friends you lose some, I'm not sad I lost you. I'm sick of this thing between Xavier and I, I can't keep fucking avoiding him. It was torture at Aladdins and I hate this shit. I had fun today atleast, went to work and jammed with Tom on piano. Talked government with his Mom. Blah.

If I love anyone right now her name is Chelsea Brown.