you're the one true thing I know I can believe in
I am currently with my beautiful, amazing girlfriend's (v3lv33ta33) house in frakking Virginia! :) I can't even begin to explain how happy I am right now. I honestly don't remember ever being this happy just to be with someone.
I was so nervous when I got off the plane. I was shaking like whoa. I got over it pretty quickly though. It surprisingly didn't take me long to be comfortable with her. ♥
We've just been lounging around her room watching random shit. We kinda watched "My Little Pony: THE MOVIE" earlier. HI-LARIOUS. Our commentary should have been recorded and sold. It was that awesome. lollll. There were penis sundaes, Goa'uld pyramid ships, SYMBIOTE BOATS..I dunno.
I love this girl. REALLY REALLY REALLY. I kinda had an idea that I loved her before I came here. Of course, I don't think there's a way to really know that until you've actually MET the person. Being with her today has sealed it for me. I love her WAY more than I even imagined. I just want to sit here and gush all about her, but I guess that would be silly.
Last night/this morning we video chatted on Skype for 5 hours. We had deep, meaningful conversations as well as our usual "WTF ARE THEY SMOKING" conversations. One in particular just COMPLETELY opened my mind. This girl is exactly what I need. We were discussing random things and I mentioned how my music, tv shows, Amanda Tapping, etc "saved my life". I feel they brought me out of depression or kept the evil thoughts at bay enough to keep me going. All she could say to me was she likes to think *I* did that for myself and that I'm stronger than I give myself credit for. It's hard to put into words what hearing her say that means to me. NEVER has anyone ever said that to me. (outside of my close friends and family) I mean a significant other I guess. I am crying as I type this. She can see me. Not many people can do that. She can see how far into my fandoms I've gotten. Dangerously. At the same time, she can sit here and FLAIL with me about all of it. SHE'S AMAZING. I swear I'll end up moving to Virginia before I ever let her go. All of this amazingness and I can sit here and watch Stargate SG-1 with her too. *lovesigh*
I don't even know if any of that made sense. She's in the shower now so I am taking this opportunity to write all of this out while it's in my mind.
Have a beautiful weekend everyone. I know I will! ♥
RANDOM PS: WE HAVE FREE PASSES TO BUSCH GARDENS!!!!!!!!!! :D :D
I was so nervous when I got off the plane. I was shaking like whoa. I got over it pretty quickly though. It surprisingly didn't take me long to be comfortable with her. ♥
We've just been lounging around her room watching random shit. We kinda watched "My Little Pony: THE MOVIE" earlier. HI-LARIOUS. Our commentary should have been recorded and sold. It was that awesome. lollll. There were penis sundaes, Goa'uld pyramid ships, SYMBIOTE BOATS..I dunno.
I love this girl. REALLY REALLY REALLY. I kinda had an idea that I loved her before I came here. Of course, I don't think there's a way to really know that until you've actually MET the person. Being with her today has sealed it for me. I love her WAY more than I even imagined. I just want to sit here and gush all about her, but I guess that would be silly.
Last night/this morning we video chatted on Skype for 5 hours. We had deep, meaningful conversations as well as our usual "WTF ARE THEY SMOKING" conversations. One in particular just COMPLETELY opened my mind. This girl is exactly what I need. We were discussing random things and I mentioned how my music, tv shows, Amanda Tapping, etc "saved my life". I feel they brought me out of depression or kept the evil thoughts at bay enough to keep me going. All she could say to me was she likes to think *I* did that for myself and that I'm stronger than I give myself credit for. It's hard to put into words what hearing her say that means to me. NEVER has anyone ever said that to me. (outside of my close friends and family) I mean a significant other I guess. I am crying as I type this. She can see me. Not many people can do that. She can see how far into my fandoms I've gotten. Dangerously. At the same time, she can sit here and FLAIL with me about all of it. SHE'S AMAZING. I swear I'll end up moving to Virginia before I ever let her go. All of this amazingness and I can sit here and watch Stargate SG-1 with her too. *lovesigh*
I don't even know if any of that made sense. She's in the shower now so I am taking this opportunity to write all of this out while it's in my mind.
Have a beautiful weekend everyone. I know I will! ♥
RANDOM PS: WE HAVE FREE PASSES TO BUSCH GARDENS!!!!!!!!!! :D :D