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i've got these pictures.
memories that need to be expelled, but for some reason won't. i don't need these pictures. i don't want them. but i keep them. for what i don't know. maybe i'm just waiting for things that are never coming. but i still wait. i was never good at self-improvement. i'm more of a self-demolishinist. this is my choice, i suppose. but it's never helped by outside factors. factors that don't have choice or feeling. have you ever even felt? not like i have. not like i do. not like i will.
i've got these pictures... that you'll never see.