-Note to self

Sep 19, 2005 08:54

My mom told me when I was tested awhile back that my IQ was 156, why did she keep that from me? I do not know. I'm stuck here with no power, laptop running off the generator, and it's growing hot in her and it's only 8:45, and I'm about to have to turn the generator off. Blah I wish they would work in my neighborhood to restore power. (southern Louisiana) Made a new journal. If you want to keep up with both of them it's october_rain871 the numbers mean nothing. The other night I had a dream about vaccums, then one that was about a girl on a unicycle, and then one where there was a power pole against my house and there was a PIKE truck fixing it and a guy falls through the window and says that he's okay and if we could give him a cup of water. So I do and he gets electricuted, I woke up smelling burnt hair. Then last night I had a dream that I was running for president in this weird ass white dress I had to hold together to keep it from revealing my butt, and I don't ever wear dresses skirts or anything like it. Except for when I go to homecoming with some friends but anyways during my speech people started leaving then all of a sudden I got the courage to say what I wanted to say and let everyone feel what I was feeling, and Bush started crying and then someone shot me after the refrence I made to the Daily Show. But I kept going and I woke up with a pain in my chest.

I'm getting frustrated being here without power. My dad seems to make everything worse at times with his ramblings and chatter. Because all he does is down us, and I don't think he realizes how much it hurts.

-Note to self tell dad how he makes me feel

Mom found out I'm gay, because Dr. Colomb let the cat out the bag by sending an e-mail to my mom that I sent him before I was put in the hospital.

Dad says another hurricane or tropical storm is heading this way.
-Not good
-No more holidays if it is bad (we already lost most of our holidays. Two days thanksgiving, a week for Christmas, no Mardi Gras, No Fair Day)
-Note to self check the weather channel to see if he is lying or not

I think I'm going to be spending the one week off of Christmas with my cousin. Probably not anymore because of this crap going on. Not enough money for gas because it's getting expensive and parentals haven't been getting paid well lately. Mom's going to be working over time again. Won't be seeing her for awhile. She'll be exhausted. If I could help I would. I try to help clean around the house, hopefully the little things are the good things.

Well off to weather.com to see what the hell is going on for the next few days with the weather. Talk to you guys soon.
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