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all those things that i want to remind myself of. these things i won't remember. all of the gods that died inside my head of the loneliness instead. all the things that i know. it's all of the things that go blow, boom, pop. i'm not. i'm not going crazy. i miss nick. i miss mike. i miss kenny. i miss jose. i miss everyone i've ever loved. everyday. always. i'm going to die someday. okay?