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To has started off shity. I came to school in a bad mood still in a bad mood and just wish everyone would shut the fuck up and leave me the fuck alone. I don't know why im like this but I am. This morning I was at my locker and someone pushed someone into me and I went off. I was like "God damnit. Get your mother fucking ass outa my fucking way now." And closed my locker and left. Got in homeroom/1st pd and started crying. I dont know why. Just I have been crying all day so far. THe only thing that has had me happy all day is that I am in cosmetology now. This is what it says.
"Congratulations you have been accepted into the Cosmetology Program at Parkside HIgh School. We are looking forward to spending the next three years with you. Cosmetology is an exciting career and you now have a head start on your future.
We will notify you in July where to purchase your uniform and what kind of clinic shoes you will need. WE hope that the rest of the shcool year is successful and we look forward to starting next school year with you. Have a safe and fun summer!"
Sincerely,
Mrs. Merritt
Mrs. Stevenson
I was happy when I got that but other than that. BLAH. I think it started off with my mom. She is being a total bitch. Everything has to do with her. If she can't do it then I can't or nothing will be done. Bitch huh? Some of my friends are starting to pissed me off. I just wish the whole world would blow up. That would be cool. Why are friends two face? why are girls two face? Why are girls so fucking jealous of other girls? Why can't i just move away? Why can't I just go home to TEnnessee? Why is my mother a bitch? Why do I hate life? Why can't I trust people? Why can't I get a boyfriend? All these questions I need answers for but I don't have them. If my future didn't mean so much to me and all I would really drop out of school. I hate school,I hate life, I hate people, I hate my mom. UGH. whatever i dont fucking care no more. I dont care about nothing no more. If anyone needs anything don't come to me. I will only be there for my TRUE friends. FRIENDS that will be there for me too. Not just me be there for them but they got ot be able to be there for me too.
fuck everyone!!!!!!
.K.a.y.l.a. <3