Lost soul 4
After listening to the family stories, all birthday parties, I got to know that Charlotte and Jimmy are more close to me that I could even imagine. The loneliness, the differences all this we have in common. Even if they are very different physically Charlotte and Jimmy have a connections which me and Chuck don't have.
I felt strange in my new room, white walls just like in the hospital, the hard bed, no pictures that's how you imagine a jail, that's how you imagine a misery. Young people without money, young lost souls, les miserables. But i should stop with my melancholy talking.
When I woke up the next day I was surprised by the sun. Jimmy made a breakfast with a grin "I don't usually cook but I'm the best cook in the world so don't complain about my eggs" and we didn't, his cooking abilities were perfect. But then there were another question which bothered me "what we are gonna do?"
"Jimmy is there any job around?"
"What do you like? Do you like music? "
"yeees"
I was quite scared of his smile, it seemed like something better is coming...
"so you can be a DJ in a ... gay bar"
"what? I ..."
"you are gay right?"
"I'm, I'm bisexual but you really want me to be a DJ?"
"Are you scared?"
And I said no, and then it started, the wild life. The nightmare and the sweet dream. Sober and High, Dark and Light, Hope and Misery.
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After 7 months in London, my Charlotte gave birth to our Jasper Brian Cornell Stevens, I was written as his father to the birth certificate and he has been always for me as my son.
When Jasper was born it became even more hectic. Jasper wasn't the quietest baby in London and I needed to sleep after the long night. And then it came, I was deprived by non sleeping when Jimmy gave me something white and it looked like snow, like a cure.
"take it" Jimmy said
Jimmy worked as a bartender, DJ and dancer like others, we worked together when somebody was missing I worked instead of them.
"what's it?"
"it helps"
"what's it?"
"it's cocaine my brother, it's cocaine"
" I don't wanna take coce "
"you have to, everybody does here, don't be a baby"
"no"
"do you want to stay alive and work ? take it!"
and I did....
I did the worst mistake in my life.......
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Dedicated to Plasticine
I felt strange in my new room, white walls just like in the hospital, the hard bed, no pictures that's how you imagine a jail, that's how you imagine a misery. Young people without money, young lost souls, les miserables. But i should stop with my melancholy talking.
When I woke up the next day I was surprised by the sun. Jimmy made a breakfast with a grin "I don't usually cook but I'm the best cook in the world so don't complain about my eggs" and we didn't, his cooking abilities were perfect. But then there were another question which bothered me "what we are gonna do?"
"Jimmy is there any job around?"
"What do you like? Do you like music? "
"yeees"
I was quite scared of his smile, it seemed like something better is coming...
"so you can be a DJ in a ... gay bar"
"what? I ..."
"you are gay right?"
"I'm, I'm bisexual but you really want me to be a DJ?"
"Are you scared?"
And I said no, and then it started, the wild life. The nightmare and the sweet dream. Sober and High, Dark and Light, Hope and Misery.
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*--*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-
After 7 months in London, my Charlotte gave birth to our Jasper Brian Cornell Stevens, I was written as his father to the birth certificate and he has been always for me as my son.
When Jasper was born it became even more hectic. Jasper wasn't the quietest baby in London and I needed to sleep after the long night. And then it came, I was deprived by non sleeping when Jimmy gave me something white and it looked like snow, like a cure.
"take it" Jimmy said
Jimmy worked as a bartender, DJ and dancer like others, we worked together when somebody was missing I worked instead of them.
"what's it?"
"it helps"
"what's it?"
"it's cocaine my brother, it's cocaine"
" I don't wanna take coce "
"you have to, everybody does here, don't be a baby"
"no"
"do you want to stay alive and work ? take it!"
and I did....
I did the worst mistake in my life.......
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dedicated to Plasticine