From Sunset Blues.. To Yummy Limbs
Somehow, somewhere Love remains..
MISLEADING TITLE!
I know.. Sorry. This is just an RL update.
I was extra gloomy last night, not even coolohoh's and jheili's effort to cheer me up did anything to my rather blue mood. And you rarely see me gloomy or sad or even angry. I always perk up and initiate silly or rather stupid conversations with friends or family. But last night, I just want to curl in the corner of my room and sulk.
Maybe it was just hormones? *shrugs*
So when I woke up I decided to study. I have a test tomorrow and I need to expand my vocabulary today. But somehow, 30 mins after opening my book, I wanted to throw it away. Seems like miss sour face still feels gloomy. *sigh*
But I think I'll resume my review later.. probably later this afternoon.. or in the evening.. or maybe tomorrow before my class.. Or never?
Ugghh.. seriously, I need to get the words in my head by then! I still stutter every now and then and I think, I get overwhelmed and I'll panic (Though I dunno why) and when my teacher would ask me, NAMA SIAPA ANDA? I'll probably would answer TIDAK? *epic fail* And it happened once though, only he asked me, "DIMANA KAMU TINGGAL?" I said, "OCTAVIA." *slaps self* Good thing Bapak Setyo was kind enough and just joke about it to make it light.
And as you noticed, with the language I used, I'm studying BAHASA INDONESIA. It's included in our curriculum. Actually, there's 3 languages to choose from: BAHASA INDONESIA, SPANISH and NIHONGGO. I would have loved to took up Nihonggo, so atleast I can learn more than what I caught from watching J-Dramas and Arashi bangumi and their songs as well. But unfortunately, The Nihonggo instructor took a leave and will probably be back on April, which was to say, after this semester. Darn.
But why choose Bahasa Indonesia over Spanish? I think it's because, most of my fandom friends on FB and some on Lj are either Indonesians or Malaysian. Though there is a difference between Bahasa Melayu and Bahasa Indonesia, there's quite similiraties as well. It's like hitting 2 birds in one 1 stone.
Though, it's fun learning another language, and tbh, there are words that are similar in my own dialect, such as "AKU", ours is "AKO" and they have the same meaning. "SEPATU" is "SAPATOS" in ours, "ANAK" is still "ANAK" in ours, same as "LIMA".
I think the similarities, help me learn the language better, if not faster. Uggh! I wish by the end of the semester I'll be articulate enough! Lately I got hooked to a song that our instructor shared, the title is "TINGGAL KENANGAN". It's Cute, soft and mild, like a lullaby. But it's a sad song.. I think? Or atleast that's what I tried to make out from the song? I dunno.. enlighten me my Indonesian friends.
And!
wrote 2 fics last night.. MAde me feel better.. And how horrible of me.. I really like killing my fictional characters.. I think I need some horror movies to indulged my weird persona. But don't worry guys, when I'm chirpy, I'm really chirpy like angels would come down and sing and play with me.. MAYBE. Maybe I'm crazy! *gasps*
*sigh*
Off to watch some Arashi maybe? They always seem to cheer me up. Maybe Sho's Touch me now will definitely make me feel better.. or maybe stare at his half naked An-An..
MISLEADING TITLE!
I know.. Sorry. This is just an RL update.
I was extra gloomy last night, not even coolohoh's and jheili's effort to cheer me up did anything to my rather blue mood. And you rarely see me gloomy or sad or even angry. I always perk up and initiate silly or rather stupid conversations with friends or family. But last night, I just want to curl in the corner of my room and sulk.
Maybe it was just hormones? *shrugs*
So when I woke up I decided to study. I have a test tomorrow and I need to expand my vocabulary today. But somehow, 30 mins after opening my book, I wanted to throw it away. Seems like miss sour face still feels gloomy. *sigh*
But I think I'll resume my review later.. probably later this afternoon.. or in the evening.. or maybe tomorrow before my class.. Or never?
Ugghh.. seriously, I need to get the words in my head by then! I still stutter every now and then and I think, I get overwhelmed and I'll panic (Though I dunno why) and when my teacher would ask me, NAMA SIAPA ANDA? I'll probably would answer TIDAK? *epic fail* And it happened once though, only he asked me, "DIMANA KAMU TINGGAL?" I said, "OCTAVIA." *slaps self* Good thing Bapak Setyo was kind enough and just joke about it to make it light.
And as you noticed, with the language I used, I'm studying BAHASA INDONESIA. It's included in our curriculum. Actually, there's 3 languages to choose from: BAHASA INDONESIA, SPANISH and NIHONGGO. I would have loved to took up Nihonggo, so atleast I can learn more than what I caught from watching J-Dramas and Arashi bangumi and their songs as well. But unfortunately, The Nihonggo instructor took a leave and will probably be back on April, which was to say, after this semester. Darn.
But why choose Bahasa Indonesia over Spanish? I think it's because, most of my fandom friends on FB and some on Lj are either Indonesians or Malaysian. Though there is a difference between Bahasa Melayu and Bahasa Indonesia, there's quite similiraties as well. It's like hitting 2 birds in one 1 stone.
Though, it's fun learning another language, and tbh, there are words that are similar in my own dialect, such as "AKU", ours is "AKO" and they have the same meaning. "SEPATU" is "SAPATOS" in ours, "ANAK" is still "ANAK" in ours, same as "LIMA".
I think the similarities, help me learn the language better, if not faster. Uggh! I wish by the end of the semester I'll be articulate enough! Lately I got hooked to a song that our instructor shared, the title is "TINGGAL KENANGAN". It's Cute, soft and mild, like a lullaby. But it's a sad song.. I think? Or atleast that's what I tried to make out from the song? I dunno.. enlighten me my Indonesian friends.
And!
wrote 2 fics last night.. MAde me feel better.. And how horrible of me.. I really like killing my fictional characters.. I think I need some horror movies to indulged my weird persona. But don't worry guys, when I'm chirpy, I'm really chirpy like angels would come down and sing and play with me.. MAYBE. Maybe I'm crazy! *gasps*
*sigh*
Off to watch some Arashi maybe? They always seem to cheer me up. Maybe Sho's Touch me now will definitely make me feel better.. or maybe stare at his half naked An-An..