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Jul 07, 2010 01:14

I refuse to start a post with an apology for not posting, because I know thats the thing that really irritates me when other people do it, so.... I wont!

It's July 6. It probably won't be by the time I've finished writing this, and I didn't even think this day would mean anything to me, but it kind of has. A year ago Ryan, Jon, Brendon and Spencer posted those blog entrys, telling us what we already knew for the most part, that they we 'parting ways' and no, it wasn't a surprise to me, but it still feels.... weird I guess. These guys (along with FOB, and I REALLY don't know how I'm going to cope with that one come november time) honestly shaped a big period of my life, and I haven't really found anything: although cobras come damn close, to filling the gap in my head since these guys aren't there anymore.

i know they didnt break up, and Brendon and Spences adorable tweets about being done with tracking honestly make some of my days, but  it really isn't the same as the band I loved that 3/4 years ago. Yes, times change, people change, but it's still really weird to think of the guys that were so damn close for so long, and with everything Ryan and Spence went through, and I just can't wrap my head around it.

But yeahh, erm, I miss Panic. With or without the !. Hopefully new album will cheer me up, cause Take A Vacation had nothing for me.

emo., ramblings, panicatthefooshingdisco♥

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