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I hardly ever use this thing anymore. I remember a year ago when my social life basically revolved around this damn thing. There are things I guess I've realized that no one really cares to read about-either that or my life just got too damn busy. Life really is difficult to keep up with when you actually get involved with it. I guess I just got tired of watching life happen, and decided to attempt to live it. I still don't feel I'm doing a very good job, but I get rewarded here and there so it keeps me in the game. I have no real complaints about life at this particular moment. School is easy as shit despite the fact I wake up at 7am every morning and don't go to bed till 1:30am. I still hate work, hungry people make me angry. My relationship with Brandon is absolutely wonderful and I honestly cannot remember a moment in my life where I felt happier! He makes me smile at the little things he says and does and he always finds a way to surprise me! I love him, I love being with him, I love how he makes me feel, and who I am when I'm with him!!!! My friendships this semester have changed drastically. I've made several new friends that I can talk to about anything and really open up and be myself-I am loving it! I also feel I've lost a part of me, and in doing so-lost a lot of friendships. I try hard to hold on to them-but in the end it wears me out more than it was worth holding on to. And for those of you who may know who you are, I have always and will always be here for you and don't be mad or upset for me, because ultimately-I wasn't the one who let go first. I have so many opportunities for this summer and I'm not quite sure what to do, although I think I've decided! I was recently nominated to go to this small town in NY to take some culture classes. The classes range all the way from jewelry making to CSI training to exotic dancing to scrapbooking!!!! I'm so excited so if I get it, I'm taking it-as long as it doesn't interfere with my school because it's like an 8 week program!!!! Well, I'm off to fill out paperwork!!!